My homosexual friend....

Ankita(name changed to keep her privacy intact)was always my envy.her versatility in every field made her out beat all. Be it debates,studies or sports she won in every work with minimal drudgery.Little below average in looks she always dressed up in cool clothes and was always at ease with her self..In our 8th standard she got an opportunity to play national level net ball and slowly she became an international player.All our juniors use to adore her and wanted to be like her.

In 11th standard our gang was formed and comprises of five girls.No special preference was being imparted to her by our group as we knew she was already flying.Ankita after winning her International fame started having frequent tours and as these tours were sponsored by the school our sports teacher also accompanied her.I took physical education in 11th as my 5th subject and during those periods when ever we use to talk about Ankita our sports teacher had a weird uncontentious look.That surprised me as Ankita was one who got fame to sports teacher as well as to the school.Instead of being proud of her accomplishment she never favored her.

Ankita always use to talk about her tournaments and trips but there was something else who she always mentioned and that was another school teacher Megha(Name changed).Ankita became my good friend and she started sharing more things with me.

One day she call d and asked me to tell her mom that she is with me.When I asked her where she is going she answered Megha home.This trips became frequent and then things started unwrapping.One day Megha came to our school and Ankita joy had no bounds.With in seconds she collected all of us and from third floor we almost jumped to the ground floor to meet Megha.Lady had all tom boyish look with short hair and was wearing jeans and man like shirt.I wondered what made her so lovable in Ankita eyes.After she left Ankita was going GA Ga about her and was coercing us to say good things about her so I praised her saying that she reminds me of Falguni Pathak (one of best Indian singer who dresses like man).Ankita was on seventh heaven after listening to my comment Things started getting apparent and we had an idea about Ankita mischief.Ankita became an object of laughter for us.She used to tell us how they both play "pakdam pakdai"alone at home .Many other incidents and episodes made us sure and we started caring the sly smile when ever she mentioned about her.Ankita got little idea so in between she started giving clarification about the purity of their relationship.

Ankita mom made sure she never meet Megha and we never realized what she is going through.One day she broke down while talking to me on phone as Megha ill treated her due to some reason.I didn't know how to console her but i tried my level best to upkeep her mood.

Year passed by we cleared our 12th standard and Ankita went into one of the best college due to her sport quota and good performance in studies as well.I last chatted with her when I was about to get married.She told me that she too is getting married next month .Being for a political family I knew her parents must have got a ideal millionaire for her.Ankita never was lady like.Imagining her serving as a daughter in law and taking house hold responsibility is still beyond belief.

Recently when sec 377 was abolished in India which means now two females and male can get married or can have consensual sex brought back me the old memories.

Our ignorance about the issue and pressure from the family and society made her follow which she never desired.I knew just a bit of what she went through as I am sure she couldn't open her heart to any one.I wonder whether she is able to do justice with her and her partner life.Whether still in her heart she feels for Megha or any other women.

Homosexuality is not a modern world discovery.It has been there when our emperors use to go to for years of fight and their wives fulfilled their physical desires with each other as meeting man was unfeasible for them.Its just that today youth know how to fight for there rights.Therefore they want it to be legalized without feeling humiliated or mortified.

What I consider is that one who is born on this earth has the right to love and marry who so ever he or she wants to.one's sexual preference is no body's business.Even if India is open to homosexuality still these people have long way ahead.No family will be interested in giving their house for rent to gays.No one will prefer gays in their neighborhood and especially lesbians will not only face the torture of their parents more but will have security issues more in comparison to gays.Still these people have long miles to go before they sleep and for girls like Ankita life will move for her as the society wanted her to move.

Here I am proving myself !!

I am overwhelmed and my happiness holds no bound today. With such great poise I have been honored with an award. An award for my dedication, for my hard work and of course for being a compulsive and obsessive blogger. I dedicate my award to Zillionbig whose name is as unknown to me as to rest of the blogger. His constant hard work and motivation led me continuously visit his blog .His writing skills, his art of putting emotion across, his humor make me check his blog every day and increase his visitor counts. At last guy appreciated his work and recognized me with this award.
Sitting at the other end imbibe me with hysterical and euphoric feelings .I always craved for having an award and practiced my speech in front of the mirror with my lipstick on. This award is answer to all those who never believed in me and always perceived me as a good for nothing like____.This will zip there mouth and gives me an opportunity to blabber more about myself which albeit I constantly do. I would like to thank my husband to introducing me to blogging so that I don’t eat his head in his free time.Thanks to Mom and Dad who always believed in me as they had no option left.
Also,I wish if the color of the award would have been of Pink color as I am madly in love with the color.This might not exactly the award color which I had in my mind but atleast the size of the award is right which fit perfectly on my blog.I always wanted an award where the competition would have been least and the probability of winning was 100%.
Also Thanks so who so ever who is taking out precious time to read my award winning speech
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1.Zillionbug for letting me add one more rose without a thorn in my life. Thorn here represent the struggle.
2.His url http://zillionbig.blogspot.com/2009/06/finally-award-my-wayand-not-lifetime.html
3.I was tagged on 30th June.
4.People who I tag can only be two as I have only 4 followers which include myself as well.They are
1.Tiger
2.Disha
Don’t curse me guys as I had no option l.

Weekend episodes!!

On 25th June ,Friday musician,entertainer,business man Michael Jackson sudden demise shocked the world.Masses knew about MJ's wearisome and problematic personnel and professional line of business but singer sudden demise made people flabbergasted.People came out on street ,were mourning on his death and whole media was trying their best to get some more bite for MJs dumbfound fans.No doubt MJs accomplishment deserve acknowledgment and which whole world gave it to him in the form of every possible way.
I remember when MJ came to India people went crazy on his show.Even Amitabh Bachchan wrote about MJs humble behavior.Some of the remarkable achievement of MJ was his record selling album and his association with 39 charitable institution which is highest ever done by any celebrity and is in Guinness book of world record but there are some points where I beg to differ.Fame and success brings great amount of responsibility as well. For instance we cant expect Amitabh Bachchan to be involved in child abuse can we?Shiney Ahuja has been accused of Rape.Most of us don't valueh his remarkable performance in Hazarron khwaishe aise or Metro.One incident of his as strangled all his hard work.
My question is then why is Micheal Jackson is given so much of unearthly and outrageous importance.We all know singer has been charged in scandals like child abuse where he went for out of court settlement.Why will a innocent person will go for out of court settlement ?Only when he is guilty and cant prove his innocence. MJs own sister declared him a Pedophilia(a rare disease in which an adult has sexual preference of Child)albeit later on she denied it.Singer was a addict of painkillers and was running in high debts.Did he ever think about his young kids??I really wonder.
A person is remember not only by his professional career If this was true then many high profile politician would have not resigned from there prestigious post due to various allegation which includes sex as well.
What I want to convey is just that I truly agree of loosing a great talent but what I defer is unjustified importance which singer has been given.

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At last my persistence and perseverance has paid off.Well No no I have not achieved any awards for my work or in academics.Don't get me wrong.In fact every body patience paid off by watching Newyork.I am talking about the Movie.

First thing which makes me hysterical is Katrina Kaif's performance.Lady has proved that hard work pays and those who try and try become successful one day.I have only seen Katrina smiling and given scenes which doesn't require any talent at all.Especially in Akshay Kumar movies where lead actress of the movie hardly have anything other then shaking her legs and singing some romantic songs.

Plot of the movie is heartrending as its based on real story.
You can read ahead if you have kept the patience of reading my blog till here as I am not going to divulge the movie story.

We Indians just live for movies and food which was proved by New york release.I and my husband thought of having dinner and catching up 10:40pm show as getting weekend ticket was of course difficult.But my astonishment had no bounds when we were informed that we might not get the ticket as the show is house full.Imagine all family people watching the movie till 2am with there Kids.Really shows there dedication towards Indian cinema and I was wondering its only smart me who catches up late night movies after being married :D.
Wish could post some pics of hysterical,euphoric and ecstatic crowd but my 3.2mp camera doesn't support night views.

Rest of the weekend was spent playing chess with my husband and rarely winning the game but we both completed 4 month of our marriage therefore manage to get the loosing treat with a gift too:D

If it was my last day on earth today!!

Just when I was thinking of blogging today ,I thought of writing about my last day.If today would have been my last day on earth I would like to do following things:-


1st)Truly speaking I will eat what ever I want to which include ordering a double cheese pizza,momos and will try my hand on all the pastries and pies.

2)After ordering all the above things I will run straight to my parents home.Will ask them If I could do anything for the day.Will hug and kiss them.

3)I will write letters to all those who matter to me .Will wish them good luck and ask them to not to mourn on my death as that is going to hurt me.I wont call them as this might hurt me .

4)Most important person of my life ,my Husband I will call him and ask him to be with me.Will cook his favorite dish and have candle light dinner with him.Will tactfully thank him for making my life so beautiful.

5)I will make calls to all those who I hate and give them my best wishes with no hard feelings.

6)If still i have some more time left I will wear my marriage lehanga go to the parlor and become a bride again before dieing.

Every person whole of his life keep wishing for professional,materialistic,monetary growth.What we forget to value is what we have.Overlooking what we have and valuing more what we don't have has become a life time mistake.

How many of us don' regret our past??I guess hardly any but countless are there who worry about future.Lets enjoy the present and give the whole lot a best sCheers to life

Taj staffer identifies Kasab in court!! --Impossible laws of India

I an appalled to read newspaper story which says that one of the Taj staffer identified Kasab in court.What laws and rules and regulation India follows is astonishing and beyond belief.A terrorist come who whole world knows killed number of people without any fault of them for few bugs.We Indians have not been able to do anything from our end.Police,media,even the people who were on boat through which terrorists entered into mumbai recognised them then why is the process being so delayed.
Why cant we just hang him??Let the terrorists know what stringent actions we can take.It seems terrorists will be having a good laugh on us.They now will be guiding there students to surrender instead of dieing as Indians never kill.
In fact as media says Kasab demands good food,TV ,newspaper in the Jail.How audacious of him.No one has taken Kasab responsibility then what are we afraid off?

Sadam hussein was hanged with in two months.Who was the ruler of a country.Who had innumerable cases against him.Were all the victims were being cald and asked to identify Hussain.Then why we Indians do that??
Indian government is now more busy in forming there government.Kasab is having a good time.Soon this story will be long forgotten which has left many grieving families behind.

Hazaaron khwaishee aise!!

Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna
Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna



Bavre Se Mann, Ki Dekho Bavri Hain Baatein
Bavre Se Mann, Ki Dekho Bavri Hain Baatein
Bavri Se Dhadkaane Hain, Bavri Hain Saansen
Bavri Si Karwaton Se, Nindiya Door Bhaage
Bavre Se Nain Chaahe, Bavre Jharokhon Se, Bavre Nazaron Ko Takna.
Bavra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna



Bavre Se Is Jahan Main Bavra Ek Saath Ho
Is Sayani Bheed Main Bas Haathon Mein Tera Haath Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavri Si Dhun Ho Koi, Bavra Ek Raag Ho
Bavre Se Pair Chahen, Baavron Tarano Ke, Bavre Se Bol Pe Thirakna.
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna



Bavra Sa Ho Andhera, Bavri Khamoshiyan
Bavra Sa Ho Andhera, Bavri Khamoshiyan
Thartharati Low Ho Maddham, Bavri Madhoshiyan
Bavra Ek Ghooghta Chahe, Haule Haule Bin Bataye, Bavre Se Mukhde Se Sarakana,
Bavra Mann, Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Life everyday brings new hope,new aspirations and new desires.This heart wants more and more.That something more which fulfills me with contentment,with happiness which makes me feel that yes now i need nothing more.But is it possible??Some where in my heart I know all desires can not be fulfilled.I can not get my beloved brother back who I lost 4 years ago.Still this "bawra mann" dreams of having him back:)

But when desires starts depleting then destiny plays it roles.A person enters into your life who cares for you who care for your "bawra man".Who holds your hand even when you try to snatch it away from him.Who promises to be with you when no one else seems around.A person who you want to be more happy,contended and successful then you are.

My marriage with Kapil made me believe in this song and destiny furthermore .A unknown person who was no where cognated to me who i just happen to scrap on orkut and asking if there is a job in his organization.A man who I could have never even thought of as a good friend is my life partner today.Coming from a strict family everything went smoothly in our marriage which was next to impossible due to our cultural difference and many many other factor .But destiny wanted it and here I am living with him and standing beside him.Its just that this"bawra man dekhne chala ek sapna"

When you dream and desire of some thing and if its destined then no person or circumstances can ceased it. No damn person on earth can get there finger on your happiness when god has written in his golden words.

Link to the song
http://www.getalyric.com/listen/W1L1cE4Qez0/baawra_mann_dekhne_chala_ek_sapna

Still after being married to him there are endless desires and dreams which are yet to be fulfilled .

"hazaaro.n Khvaahishe.n aisii ki har Khvaaish pe dam nikale
bahut nikale mere armaa.N lekin phir bhii kam nikale"